CHRISTMAS LIST 2008

1. Juicy Couture Earrings
http://www.juicycouture.com/shoponline/accessoriesjewelry/women/jewelry/earrings/prodY06MV

2. Coach heart bangle (gold/black)
http://www.coach.com/content/product.aspx?product_no=11377&category_id=1122

3. Northface zipup
http://www.thenorthface.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?productId=67705&storeId=207&catalogId=10201&langId=-1&from=subCat&parent_category_rn=11719&variationId=002

4. Hellz Bellz fleece zipup
http://www.karmaloop.com/products.aspx?ProductID=44070&VendorCode=HLZ

5. MTTB tee
http://www.karmaloop.com/products.aspx?ProductID=42998&VendorCode=MOB

6. Vans authentic low pro (forest night/true white) size 4 in boys
http://shop.vans.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/product2_10001_10150_10101_494451_-1#

7. crooks and castles 8021 womens collection tees
http://www.individualsole.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/12/crooks-and-castles-womens-collection.jpg

8. Boy Meets World season dvds (ANY season, i want it!!!!!)
http://www.amazon.com/Boy-Meets-World-Complete-Season/dp/B0001I55VU

9. Members only jacket (black
http://www.membersonlystyle.com/shop/shop.php/nylon/womens/black-nylon-jacket/p_70.html

10. nikon coolpix 10.0 megapixel
http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?skuId=8989179&type=product&id=1218006819745

11. hello kitty toaster
http://www.amazon.com/Boy-Meets-World-Complete-Season/dp/B0001I55VU

12. hello kitty laundry basket
http://shop.sanrio.com/hello-kitty-basket/73289-200807,default,pd.html

13. hello kitty waffle maker
http://shop.sanrio.com/hello-kitty-waffle-maker/51549-200406,default,pd.html

14. jewelery: (earrings: gold, silver, studs. bangles, charm bracelets, rings) CUTE SHIT!)

15. plain hoodies or crew neck sweat shirts

16. vnecks (white, mens hanes premium 3 pack; size small)

17. socks (colored ones and/or journeys tube socks)

18. sprinkes cupcakes (red velvet) mmmmmmmm

19. hats (barrets or beanies)

20. disney princess anything

21. gift cards (places i shop: forever21, target, urban outfitters, h&m, macys, nordstrom, victorias secret, bath and body, sephora)

22. sf for a day on YOU :)

23. a new basketball

24. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

I havent blogged in a really long time and there are so many things that have been happening in my life, its too much to even type out, so i'm just gna narrow shit down just a litttttttttttle.

school has been hella overwhelming because of all the shit in just ONE class. science 2 can kiss my ass, for real. i hate it so much. i dont know how many times i say that in one day even when i dont have the class at all. this class is the reason why i hate school so much. oh besides that, my week started off the most horrible way ever. i missed my fucked informative speech, wooo down like a bajillion points :(((((((. i really hope i can bring taht shit up. fuck my internet that morning!!!! long story, dont ask. other than that, i've been doing okay in school. i didnt have to go to study hall, so that's a good sign, right?

work? well I FUCKING MISS HERITAGE! i mean, being transfered to Forever21 isnt that bad because i already know a few of the employees, but fuck. i miss my second family. i miss like talking to them about their business, my business, and all this shit. and since forever has hella employees, its not the same. i dont see the same employees everytime i work and shit. i can't wait till forever and heritage join though. i hope all the heritage people come back :((((

i'm so glad ina's coming down this friday! i fuckin miss that bitch i swearu. it sucks that i havent really kept in touch with hella people from wilcox though. well, except for people taht go to state too. i miss jessica, miss manager at yogurt works n shit wtffff, haha. buuuuuuuuuut i loooove how i have like daily routines and stuff with rochelle and warren at state, haha. journeys everywhere, you dont even know! we know where all the good places to eat too. OH! AND THIS LEGIT ASS YOGURT PLACE!!!!!!!! yeah, you know frozos is like.. the fake shit right? lol.  mm, what else?

i hate feeling used.

oh, and i hate this stupid weather, i wish it was summer all over again. including the part where theres no school :).

ok, i'm done, later.

I'm at school right now in the library supposedly "reading," but i'm really not. I love how I get hella side tracked with everything. It sucks because i have so much shit to do, yet i'm still not doing it. I need some motivation, i swear to gawwwwd. I hate science 2 with a passion. I'm warning you now, if you do end up going to SJSU, do not, i repeat, do not take science 2. shit is a waste of time and too much work. it counts as general ed, but who the fuck cares because there's other classes to take. avoid it! that class has got me hella stressing and worrying about tests, book discussions, and pointless essays due every week. so much hassle. if i wasn't in that class, life would be so much easier. i think that particular class is bringing me down. i guess it's a wake up call for me to get myself off my ass and start doing work, but really, i'm not getting anything out of this class. Every other class is just fine. i need to study for math too, though.

Besides school, it's okay. feeling a bit unappreciated and feeling like i'm not getting as much attention as i need/want, but i'm already used to it. work is good. it gets my mind off a lot of things i shouldn't be worrying about like science 2. i'm only working like twice or three times a week which is great because it doesn't really interfere with school. family is good. going back to the old days where all five of us lived under one roof. ohhh man, that's really not crackin actually. yaw.

this morning on the way to starbuck's with rochelle and warren, we were talking about high school and how much drama there is/was. now that i think of it, once you leave high school, nothing follows you. you know, like no drama follows you. it somehow goes away or it gets fixed or something. it's pretty cool actually. i wish everyone was just carefree and forgiving. something i really need to be, hm?

science 2, success in science, is fuckin up my life, man. well not really, but that class gives me shit loads of work and even more shit to read, its ridiculous. i hate that baboon book too. sooo many assignments due within the upcoming weeks and they don't even tell us, really. we have to find out ourselves on mysjsu or this schedule shit. i know i'm an "adult" now but fuck, help a girl out.

after seeing everyone or a lot of people sad over a boy who hurt them, it makes me wonder what's going to happen next w/ me. i mean, i don't even get my hopes up anymore, but i still try my hardest to make shit work. i dont give up on things i want, never ever ever ever. nor do i give in just to make shit right, naw fool. but i must say everything is getting way better, much better. re-building the good shit is what it's about. i can honestly say communication IS key, or at least one of the key things to a healthy "relationship."

i'm stresssing over school. all the fees,  payments, and all taht bullshit. "education is free"... my mother fuckin ass breh. i miss high school, no doubt about that..